A Blues for Tina

 I’m a hard friend

I am a hard person 

To love

And to be loved

But…

I am loyal

I see you.

For ALL YOU ARE!

I am blessed 

God(dess)- Universe 

Loves me sooo much

Y’all were sent to ME!

So I say, with humility and extremely humble

I have been blessed 

And I say thank you Heavens 

A selfish and selfless one too

A friend 

in the depths of gone

Trying

Trying

Trying

Trying to be here

For y’all and y’all problems

The Remaining issues

Lost

Convoluted 

Hard ass

Selfish friend

Selfless friend

Lost friend

I never wanted to hurt

YOU

Never the intention 

Selfish

Selfless

This is what my dream was telling me last night

Brought me here

Wit Tina

Tonight

It was trying to tell me

Warn me

I only just figured 

It out

Now

This happened in my dream

Losing a friend

Through miscommunication 

Talk

Talk

Talk

About it

Listen 

listen 

listen

To each other

Hold 

Hold

Hold 

One another

Be

Be 

Be 

Just fuckin be

Love 

Love

Love 

Like no one’s watching 

Sister 

Sista

Sisters

Hold