Saturday, May 1, 2021

Shaken head syndrom

 I shake my fuckin head

With every thought

Of you damaging us

Replays

Of you

Hurting me 

Destruction of us

Because of you,

I’ll have to be  your caretaker 

When do You take care of me?

You don’t

I don’t speak about 

It in depth

But I think of this 

Till death

“You’re going to leave me” 

You kept repeating 

Let me make that choice

You are not allowed to leave 

After breaking me

Picking up these pieces

No sleep

Heart broken

Fight me to keep a secret

I wish the world could know

But yet

They never will

It’s my burden, secret

I don’t want them to know this about you

You are good

Great

Compassionate 

Empathetic 

Just not towards me

And that’s what fucking hurts

You have not 

PROTECTED ME

SHELTERED ME

FROM YOU 

ASSHOLE

Smmfh

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