I know I’m supposed to be with him because that number only came with me incessantly after meeting him. Then it’s been all around me. However, I’m conflicted, not great to me. Maybe that’s the strong. I deserve the best in me. But I k ow he’s the best. Just not mine at all the time. Lord. Universe. Guide me. I’m tired. Idk what else. I love him. He loves me.I know love isn’t always enough. Strength and resilience and togetherness is what can complete us.
He doesn’t HEAR me. He blaze about so much. Maybe it’s time to end a chapter? No, because I see amazingness. I need him to feel, seer ouch and acknowledge our longevity.
He speaks words, as I write them
Yet, he will never feel words
And feel em when I speak
So what I M fighting for
He told me I better think hard about us
And it’s true
I do t know how to give up
But I k ow the words he said are so very fuckin accurate
I think I supposed to be alone.
I know my partner
God gave me him
He is not him
That hurts my heart to say it
He is the dad I longed for
But he is not my man
MAN
i know who he is. God truly sent him to me. Like he sent me carlos. My perSon.
