Necolo

There are many heavy days
Many light
Many confused
And sometimes something right
We heal and entangle
The life we love
And all that we’re given

Not side stepping
No mishap
Times may be
Disassociated
Connections to our soul

Passion?
We learn from birth
Attachment to a most
Symbolic cord
We cannot sever

We heal
We entangle
Encompass
Embrace

Can I look now
So I can show you
What love looks
Feels
Like.

Because right now
Right now
You lost baby
Stuck

The past that haunts you
Reminds you
Places you
Into now

It’s fucked up baby
You’re so damn stuck
And we can’t help you

Disassociated
Entrapped
Lost
Living
Suffocated
Bound
Hurt
Sad
Lost

I love u
I just can’t
Accountability
Entitled

U tune out
And wonder why
No one
Speaks to you

I’m not gonna cry
I’m crying because I’m angry
I don’t cry anymore
Cries
Cries
Cries
Cries

Love is not only what the past has given you
Love is current too
Open yourself
Let love love u

I cant help u any longer
I refuse to walk with u I. Yesterday
Today
Today
Today
Fuckin today!
You are fucking lived
Open your eyes and heart and receive it damnit!

Baby girl

When did you come here
Never knew u were even near
You proclaimed
You took ownership
U slaved
U beat
Brutal
Pain  and open skin
Not from a whooping
But fro a verbal slashing

I became a picker
Picking of pain and sorrow of being left amd drowned with defeat
An oblivious distraction
A sad one
In the sole fear and contemplationog death
Solitude

Starlight
The stars I saw so bright
First time in the city
For such a long time

Death on the horizon
cliche but,  death of a rebirth
To accentuate the sky
First time in a long time

Remembering the stars shining
Are when I’m not in the city
But I am
And they illuminate
Nature
Beauty
Returned
Your console me
To never be alone again
In your vastness
Thank you