Caraballo Nights

When that empty is so empty you can not longer bear it
When the dark turns cold and you’re inside out
In grief
And there’s no fixing it
You’re lost and blind
And so very very very alone in the darkness of cold with the only heat you feel is from the cold body of their nonexistent heartbeat from his neck. Warmth
Cold
Alone
Death
Dead
Alone
Begging for one more day
For a grap
Neck
Warmth
Cold
Coldness
Lost
Losing
Alone

I needed a little more time
No more time given
Lost
Warmth of his neck
Death of his body
His soul

They never left u. They’re here. Abandoned again
Feelings of such
But never reality
They’re safe and pain free
We have to live in and they don’t want that
When the dread is heavy you burrow

When life is no longer life
And dark is darker than you have ever imagined
That is your home
Nestled
Tiredly
Enfolded
Lost

Don’t not look for your light
Don’t not fight
Don’t give up
Grasp for that air
Fight for that breath
Swing and fight
Never
Give
Up
Fight
Please
Fight
We
Need
Y