written

I walked from under the patio
To look at constellations
The moment i did
I saw a shooting star
That was my sign
Confirming
What i knew

The universe has my back
It was written
For me to be
Her in this
Exact place
At
This
Exact moment

Thank you

Bout It Girl

I was called bought it girl tonight
what does it{that} mean
when a white man says that
he's from Puerto Rico
but he's still a white man

Bout it Girl
What does that mean
because that's who I was labled as tonight
 "A girl who rise up" ?_ his interoperation
??????
What?
A bout it girl?
Hm

I am
a bout it girl
Im bout to get all up in yo shit
I'm bout to fuck yo ass up
im bout tomato you  re-think
 bout the magnitude of that stupid ass shsit
you said

So im
bout to take a breath
because
I aint bout to lose
my shit for your white ass
Right now.. but maybe next time
when I aint finna be bout shit
cuz
You aint shit
ya mama int shit
ya daddy aint shit
you aint shit
....ODB

Elementary Essay

Lost, we lost

and we lost pretty big

or so I thought

then, I realized

WE had won!

And we were happy

Oh, the places we'll go

Spaces
entitled
privileged
crying
victimizing
unaccountable
delusional
taking
deflecting
Spaces that you have taken up

spaces
overstepping
disobedient
intimidating
patronizing
demeaning
blamed
unheard
distant
argumentative
spaces we're subjected to

spaces
blaming
preferred
intentions
ignorant
blinders
unaccountable
inaccurate
insecure
spaces you claimed

spaces
misheard
overlooked
overstepping
aware
hyper aware
experienced

pressure
factual
voiceless
spaces we feel

so these are our differences. these are our different realitites.

I wanted to cry tonight because we broke tonight and then I smiled because I want andlisgtened to each to each us confirm what we did and what we do and were we go
but now that we know where th broken limbs are, we reset and heal. we will wear casts til we are 100% because our fight is bigger than our ego and we have too much work to than to stay n our feelings.So, we will get back to us and resume to make a better, safer,fair educational environment.  But we can  not dodo until we fe and discuss our own personal negative experiences and we speak our truths.

I am a conflicted, distorted, convoluted
Versions of me

She runs on the weekend.
She hides
She tries to disappears
She over there,
She cray
She sad
Shes alone
She beats

Her over there
She resides in anguish
She hides in smiles
In yelling
In hurt
Anger
Doubt and being

She shatters
In pieces that are
Unsaid
She reads  in braille
From thw words
She wrote

She and i
Be

Damn,we are fucked up.
But, at least we are honest and acknowledging of our capabilities
We re so true
We are a dangerous entangled emotional truth

We are fucked up.
We are your moms when u r not there
We are the fathers who werent there


We are fucked up.
We the babes who cry when we are
Mamas takng care other women’s children
We are moms

We are fucked up.