Shied Away

love lost
And not lost by way of misplacement
love lost to the heavenly realm
and not just any love
 A father
A daddy
A grandpa
A love from the depths of a soul
Gone

im so sorry to not be able to hold
comfort
secure your being

Honey, girl, I am so here

Effervescent

I write to become
to exist
to be

It is a foreign language
Ther=y are words unknown
to me

it is a thesaurus
it is translation
from feeling
into words
It is scary and
I am frightened

Dark to dusk
Waiting for the dawn to
turn into the day
Always getting brighter
never to exhaust in the
never ending dark
light


and why do we equivocate dark into bad
why can't dark mean promising?
I believe it can
Dark is where is I find
my inspiration
but I am always looking for the light
why

I am the dark
the swamp
the mud
 the grimey
I am effervescent
during these hours
I glow
I shine

I found solitude
My dark is the light
which guides me