Decided

When you’re a writer and all u wana do is tell your srory and it all becomes  convuluted and misconstrued and you say to yourself, in doubt, that maybe you’ve misconstrued reality fallacy. I mean, at the moment, it feel so far renoved fron what was- is. And then you begin to second guess what has actually happened. It is not a a make believe land, it is coherent, it is factual, it is actually what was. And you also realize, that ts is bs.  The people. A dream worked of possibilities. Hopefulness. Inaccurate. Deceitful. Misleading. It hurts to see. It hurts to speak. But heywhat will be, will be.