light of dawn
that dawns my soul
that awakens my spirit
that says to me
to become the writer, the woman should be
those dark hours to the early mornings are when I am in my truest form
you cant see me
shouldn't know
birds talk to me the tranquil air refreshes me
they are my solace

come back
don't discourage dont resist

I don't want tone with people
I wish to be by myself
with myself

gone too soon

I call y'all
The people I love the most
In the most awkward hours
Cause thats when Im alive
Thats when y words are strongest
Thats when I'm the boldest

the words I speak are truest
 im ay not remembering days after
none the less
they're honest
they're true
they're raw
im discombubulated
im a fuckin mess
im me

I love y'all
all yall
I go deep go hard
I go raw
for yall

my folks are life
yall be my world

you don't answer those midnight hour calls
no fault of yours
im just in a place of solitude
trying to find companionship
and no one will ever be there for long

I want to smoke a cigarette.
don't want to walk out agin
cuz I may wake y'all and bejudeged
again
wontleaveme alone
to be alone
to not be judged
cuz theres judgment

Tired
exhausted
frightful
tangled
rejected
judged
condemned

god, please release me of this
please

Just Wont Let Me Be

I read in past tense
I interpret the past
I intercept, the future
the present
so that I don't repeat the word
feelings
experiences
of a time not
so long ago

those days are are so close
they're etched so deep in my soul
I am anger
I am hurt
I am fragile

Just you won't let me be
White people

We conquer
We engineer
We produce
We sustain
We accomplish

Just you let me be
White people

I have hung my life on the line
of death
to pleasure your body
I have hung my life on the body
to say I am educated
I have hung my life on the line
to be in your presence

Just you won't let me be
White. people

I eat well
I speak well
I write well
I sit legs sideways in a skirt indoor presence
I smile in disdain
I smile in my hurt
I laugh through my hurt
Just you let me be

White fukcin people

Why do you want me to heurt
To die To disappear
In my home
Through my religion
Through my faith
In my home

White people

You are the Bain of my existence

White people