Resolve

My my goodness, I love me. As a 36/37 year old woman. I get complacent, confused and doubtful....but I don't lose faith in me. I don't need(may want) a man to
, God forgive me, complete me....but he won't. I'm learning to cruise my life still feeling accomplished...identified, free, together.
I've had so many dreams of a man; but only sexually. He will not do anything that I cAnt do for myself. I feel blessed.  I never checked into relationships. I take my time my time. I love it, yes I let go.  Maybe I will never have a normal Caleb a man, and I am OK with that. I want to teach my children to be strong with or without a person in their lives . Never to sacrifice for comfort sake. Love and be loved for your words but never for anything less. It is a very hard thing to do.  But it is so worth it. Love you all the time and it's a person can't love you more than you love yourself they're not worth loving and keeping in your life. They don't deserve you.