Fucking Pathetic

The days that were promised, lies.

You took my words away and stole them for yourself. My thoughts ramble unfinished. So confused, looking to be completed. Looking to make sense. Looking to manifest theirself. Looking.

Always searching for their rightful home. Always feeling incomplete. Why did you stalk them out. You walked away with them in a matter of months...after they took years to formulate. Always searching.

You fucking liar. You left so much more than you bargained for..you left your fucking evidence, and you left me to deal with your excess shit.

Youre a bitch! You are such a pathetic excuse...your excuses are pathetic, the way your hold your head is pathetic, the way you look at me is pathetic, the way you speak to me is pathetic, the way you rationalize is pathetic, the way you have composed your being is pathetic.
You're a fucking bitch!

And yet, I fucking need you, which is the most pathetic of it all, even more so than you.