just one

To put my head down in peace. to walk without spinning. to have without dreaming. to know without guess.

I want to go there...where it's light and weightless.

She sat back thinking about the days that were so easy and necessary. How long ago they now seem. She remembers them as one looking into someone else's life, not their own. Reflecting on if she would have made one different decision, how it would have altered her life dramatically. One simple decision doesn't seem like much but can change your whole future and that of others.

She remembers how she loved him, how he loved her, how they loved together. It was endless, or so she thought at the time. That it would go on forever that way, that there would be no other way. To feel love throughout your whole body, to be dizzy in it.